December 1st 2013 

My life

Today, I'm having a lazy day,but when I have these days, my mind tends to wander. I think of everything,but it's not always a bad thing. I know how life can be sometimes, and it can just SUCK sometimes. My mom was going to get me a new phone yesterday,but that didn't happen. I was bummed about that ,but whatever. I'm supposed to go to the movies tonight but I don't know how to tell her that i don't have enough cash. I wish I had gotten paid more but all i have is 5 bucks right now. I guess that should be enough for us to pay together. It is kind of embarrassing,plus I hate to ask my mom for money. It makes me feel cheep. I think everyone has had that feeling before and if not, trust me, it will come sometime in your life. I'm sorry this isn't very exciting because I'm not doing anything!! I am venting listening to TKO by Justin Timberlake, I mean that's just what i do, I love music with my heart and I honestly don't know what I would do without music. I usually am sketching in my spare time, I really want to be a fashion designer in N.Y.C. I think that would be the coolest thing ever, but that is a long road to take. I also want to a fashion blogger for Glamour magazine or Seventeen. I think that would seriously be the most awesome thing ever. If you have an idea of the coolest job, comment. My hobbies for me are: golf, sketching, modeling,singing,writing, and I am a photographer. Photography is seriously the best thing ever. I can put all my feelings into a piece of artwork or a picture. If your looking for a way to occupy yourself you should try that. If you want ask me questions so i also know what to write about. Thanks so much!

Why I write

 This blog is mainly about how my day has been and what I did. I used to write in journals, but my mom would read them and that is just invading my privacy. This way she would never know what I write about. If you read what I write and you don't like it, well, you don't have to read it. I'm just putting typing, or writing to satisfy my needs, not necessarily yours but I don't want to be a hard person towards you. I feel that people always judge me and I would love to go to a place where that isn't around.

- Mariah 

 My photography